
NOTHING fits me any more… NOTHING my bras, pants, shirts, underwear, I even went down a shoe size.
I did not realize how large I had gotten until I get dressed in the morning and every thing that I put on drowns me... I am not bitching …..I am not complaining..(well I kind of am) Yes loosing weight is a good thing … it is … it is just HOW I am loosing weight that is really tough on me and my body.
Here is the deal.. I loose about 4 to 5 pounds a week.. The less I eat.. the better I feel….The more I eat the more likely I will throw it up… I am living on vitamins, water, tea, coffee, phenergan, and ginger. Everything else won’t stay down.
The doctor says that I may loose 25-30 more pounds before he can figure out what the hell is wrong with me… The thing about loosing weight this fast is IT IS BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH. It is NOT fun .. I am NOT enjoying this.. I am NO longer excited about the weight loss.. I DO not have a great figure… I have no ass I have no tits.
( I am still in the works for asking hubby for a brand new pair !!)
So I do not want to go out and buy a bunch of clothes just so that in 2-3 weeks they too will fall off me. I know what it is like to put on the pounds.. what it feels like to have to go and buy a bigger size every year.. I do … And I have to say that I kinda feel the same about loosing weight so fast… I feel out of control.. It makes me depressed.. I just want to be a healthy weight and to feel well again.
**End of rant

Do I drive 4 hours one way to see my husband who is at a work function, So that we can have wild crazy hotel sex?
Or……
Do I wait 5 days till he gets home?
Serious things to ponder
I am on the bandwagon …… And can I just tell you .. I LOVE THIS BOOK !!! Everyone should be reading this !! 
And I got my daughter hooked … waaa haaa haaa .. Next I will push it on to my mother .......