Thursday, September 27, 2007

And the award goes to…..

The CEO gave me this wonderful award.. I like it .. It makes me feel happy.. It reminds me of an acid trip I had in the 90’s !! The CEO is one of the nicest bloggers that I know. He knows when I am down (which lately is most of the time) and has a way of helping me see the brighter side of things. Even on my hardest days he can always make me smile. Thank you CEO !!


*Hubby is home … THANK THE LORD… I know it sounds like I am some crazy needy wife but I really am not.. It is just when he is gone a piece of me is gone with him and I am not complete till he is home again. uggggggg Gushy I know.



** Next**



*We got a new mattress last night and it was really hard for me to fall asleep.. I am not a big fan of change in the sleeping department.. I have slept on the same side of the bed for years. I am one of those sleepers that require 9 pillows in order to get a good night rest. I have a ritual every night before I go to bed ..

The following things MUST happen




-Take meds





- Apply chap stick





-Apply hand lotion





-Arrange my pillows





-Re-apply chap stick (it is like crack)





Every time we get a new mattress, the irrational voice in my head REFUSES to stop shouting ummmmmmmmm!!!!! hellllllooooooooo !!!!!! this is not RIIIIIGHTTTTT….!!!!!!! All I could think about was how I missed our old bed, ..'Oh the memories that we shared, all the good times spent on that bed, I felt betrayed, yes we can make new memories…. It is just hard to let go sometimes.




Annywaaayyyy I got about 18 minutes sleep last night. NICE… Thank you new bed…. Thank you




*The cold/virus/spawn of the devil..That has been circling its way around the office like a bad case of the clap… Has made its self at home inside my chest. Little fucker. Oh and did I mention that I am having an endoscopy Monday? And did also mention that I am not allowed to take cough medicine.. or pain relievers… LOVLEY… what I am saying here is that I am just a damn ball of sunshine today.



Have a fantastic Thursday !!

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

You are loosing it


NOTHING fits me any more… NOTHING my bras, pants, shirts, underwear, I even went down a shoe size.
I did not realize how large I had gotten until I get dressed in the morning and every thing that I put on drowns me... I am not bitching …..I am not complaining..(well I kind of am) Yes loosing weight is a good thing … it is … it is just HOW I am loosing weight that is really tough on me and my body.

Here is the deal.. I loose about 4 to 5 pounds a week.. The less I eat.. the better I feel….The more I eat the more likely I will throw it up… I am living on vitamins, water, tea, coffee, phenergan, and ginger. Everything else won’t stay down.

The doctor says that I may loose 25-30 more pounds before he can figure out what the hell is wrong with me… The thing about loosing weight this fast is IT IS BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH. It is NOT fun .. I am NOT enjoying this.. I am NO longer excited about the weight loss.. I DO not have a great figure… I have no ass I have no tits.
( I am still in the works for asking hubby for a brand new pair !!)

So I do not want to go out and buy a bunch of clothes just so that in 2-3 weeks they too will fall off me. I know what it is like to put on the pounds.. what it feels like to have to go and buy a bigger size every year.. I do … And I have to say that I kinda feel the same about loosing weight so fast… I feel out of control.. It makes me depressed.. I just want to be a healthy weight and to feel well again.

**End of rant

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

? Question ?


Do I drive 4 hours one way to see my husband who is at a work function, So that we can have wild crazy hotel sex?


Or……


Do I wait 5 days till he gets home?



Serious things to ponder

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Remembering

The day that changed America……..

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

It is like crack

I am on the bandwagon …… And can I just tell you .. I LOVE THIS BOOK !!! Everyone should be reading this !!
And I got my daughter hooked … waaa haaa haaa .. Next I will push it on to my mother .......

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